1. Shoulder stand. Every time an instructor calls for it and the rest of the class just does it, I think, How is everyone doing this right now? How are you not terrified?! There's something about it that just takes me completely out of my comfort zone. I’ve learned some great modifications on the wall that are slowly making me more comfortable with it, but I'm still very wary of it. Baby steps.
2. Pigeon. OK I really do love pigeon, don't get me wrong...but the emotions that come along with it are so unpredictable, I'm a little nervous every time it comes up. I think, Is this going to be the day I just burst into tears in front of the whole class? It hasn't happened yet, but hearing how emotional it can be -- and experiencing a lot of emotions in it already -- I worry that I'm going to have a total break down any day now. Not that there's anything wrong with having a big release in a yoga class, but, ya know, that it could just sneak up on me when I'm not expecting it is a scary thought.
3. Wide squat. At first, this pose didn't scare me so much as confuse me. It confused me because it looks relatively easy but I just could not do it. It's just a squat, I'd think. Why is this so hard? Why can't I get my feet flat? Turns out, it is a hard pose. After a few weeks of nightly hip openers before bed, I started to get a lot closer; I could get my heels down...but I'd tip over very quickly. Then, a few weeks ago, Michelle told us to take this pose and as I was able to get my heels down and, just as I was able to stay completely balanced for the first time, she told the class what a hard pose it can be and how long it took her to be able to do it. I felt validated and excited and annoyed no one told me sooner all at once.
What yoga poses scare you?
- Rachel